i hope things are getting better and better, and not bad to worst, i guess i'll be alright or at least i hope i'll be alright..

many words are left unspoken, and i didnt know how to spell it out to someone, mayb thats how fate wanted me to be like, and i guess i'll hav to accept it.

you know, i've always been a perfectionist and a workaholic, regardless of sch or at work, my frens have seen the extreme side of me rushing and doing work, but all these seems to be just my memories, it doesnt reflect how i am like now.

mayb one day, i'll be the same old me again, let time heal everything and let me regain my own confidence, give me a chance to do that will you? i dislike how i am like now, and i want the old me back again.

and thanks for that few pple who spurred me on, thanks for everything. we'll be alright yea? (: i love them cos they understand and they dun misunderstand or ignore me, they're always here for me, i think we grew stronger after knowing her, she is one main reason which keeps us going(:

trusting the love we feel, trusting the love thats real;

jerr-
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